Because for the past month-and-some-more I haven't done much,I decided to write a new journal entry.And I have NO IDEA what to write.
Right now I'm beating the crap out of this mushroom.No,no,I'm not a sadist who likes to torture helpless food,but I don't like mushrooms,if they're not grilled,or in the soup.But who the hell cares?If about 500 000 000 people is starving,why would I throw food away?

And some other facts:
-If you have some money on bank account and in your pockets,you're one of 8% of the richest people in the world
-If you can go to church and prey without being scared of torture or death because of that,you are in better position than 3 billion people

And one more...
-If you don't respect that...screw you!

I've been recently on that dinosaur exibition that's here in Belgrade until January,and it helped me realize and sort out something.
They've been walking the same ground as we are,and they dominated the world just as we are.And they've been destroyed,just as...us?All life once comes to an end,and it did happen before,so it will happen again.The dominating species are whiped out,but WHY?If they threatened the fragile ecosystem and life of others itself,wouldn't that be the reason?
And,obviously,we're doing the same thing.Let's presume that nature tried with big,strong and(as far as we know) not so intelligent species.And it failed.So it tried reverse,with little,but intelligent one.And it came up with - humans!And we've proven that we're even worse.So,what's next?Like before,I think it's another species that exists now,but is insignificant(like mammals have been at the mesozoic period).
And we're not even trying to prove that we are capable of being dominant,and yet not endangering others.Because,I can't think of any other explanation to question "What's the purpose of life?".
But anyway,it was so touching to see all those tiny fossilized embrions and eggs.Life at creation,and it's doom.

Whew...I shouldn't be granted access into things like this O.o
It gives me weird ideas